Friday, July 01, 2011

I'm Sharing My Trials

I woke up this morning feeling still really heavy burdened.  I know from my last post I left you probably wondering what the heck was going on, and while I still don't feel it completely necessary to share it all with you, I do feel necessary to share what I am learning.  Just so you know it's NOT my family or my health and for this I'm thankful, it is still a big deal and a BIG situation and a pretty stressful one too.  But since I love to share, you all know that, I felt I would at least share what I am discovering. 

There may not be pictures (and this is hard for me since I'm such a visual person) and there may be days where it's just words, whether a few or a lot, but I feel that by sharing it will be therapeutic probably more so for me and if along the way it is for you too, then I'm thankful for that.

I read Elizabeth's post this morning and it so touched me as many other's I've been reading out there this past week have, like Shelley's blog where she's having to find a new home, her journey and outlook will touch you too.  I know we all go through trials and tribulations and none of us are exempt from this.  Some harder for others, I believe it's where you place your focus, that will determine your outlook.  Will you focus only on the situation?  It's like having a coin directly in front on your eye, that's all you see is the large coin.  But if you will move the coin back a few inches from your eye you'll see your surroundings.  It's the same with the trial you're going through as well.

While sometimes all I can do is focus on the situation, it consumes me.  I can't sleep and my thought process is totally focused on that situation.  But I also know that my God is far bigger than anything I'm going through!!   I do hope by sharing with you that I won't lose anyone that normally comes to my blog to read about the latest adventure, and normally it's a positive one, some place I've been, or shopped, or found but if I do lose you then all I can say is maybe eventually you'll come back and if not then I wish you well on your journey. 

We all know life isn't about the where the next best adventure will be.  Wouldn't it be great if it were just that simple.  Sometimes reality just slaps you harder in the face than you've experienced in a long time.  Yes, we all have our days, good or bad, and you bounce back I'm sure but sometimes in life there comes a point that you might not bounce back as quickly as you did before.  The pressure or situation stays longer than you'd like.  Let me add I'm no expert in giving advice about things, I'm only sharing from my heart.

This is what I've learned this week:

While I've always considered myself a Christian, I am human, I make mistakes, I don't always serve him like I should.  I've learned this week that I am not alone in this situation. I do have people that care about me and my situation and there are those that are going through problems of their own, yes even more difficult ones than the one I'm going through.  I so thank you for your emails, comments, calls, you are the best!!   I also realized, some how I guess I forgot or didn't feel... (I don't know worthy or guilty or whatever word to fill in the blank) that I can still cry out to God, who will listen to me no matter what!!  I've done a lot of crying to the point where my eyes have been swollen a lot.  I don't tell you this for you to say you poor thing, but I think crying sometimes cleanses the soul.

Behold, I have refined you, but not as silver; I have tried you in the furnace of affliction. (Isaiah 48:10)

Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but God delivers him out of them all. (Psalm 34:19)


I am so glad I found this website, it has sure lifted my spirits: http://www.harderthanflint.com/2010/09/21/the-furnace-of-affliction/

I'll be doing a post soon to share who I saw yesterday and a great surprise that a friend told me about.  I hope you all have an awesome July 4th weekend!!

36 comments:

  1. I will be praying...I may not know the situation but,I don't need to...God does....he has brought me through some very difficult trials...there are days still that I could never face alone.....he is able....

    And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.Romans 8:28

    Blessings and prayers be with you....

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  2. i love you.

    and you can't loose me 'cause i duct taped me to you... so there.

    you are in my thoughts and my prayers...

    xoxo
    robelyn

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  3. You are in my thoughts, prayers for you, and love. Stay well. Thanks for sharing.

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  4. I can't always read or comment on your blog due to slow dial up internet, but I just left it online today while I went about making beds etc. and waited until it loaded and then read it. I too don't know what you are going through and I don't need to , but just know this. Our God is bigger than any problem we have! He is always there for you and He will get you through this trying time. I can say this firsthand because He has seen me through some doozies in the past. God is able , He loves you and He will see you through!!
    Blessings~

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  5. SweetT, His plan isn't always our plan, but it is perfect for us. Without challenges, we'd never get to experience victory. My prayers are still going up for knowledge, strength and peace.
    Debbie
    P.S. One of the passages I clung to during the wait for Bella was Matthew 6:25-34.

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  6. Aren't you glad that you can be yourself when praying or crying to God? There's no pretense and no need for it, for He already knows the truth and what lies in your heart.

    The times that I find myself totally consumed with a problem and unable to look beyond it, the only thing that helps besides prayer is reading my Bible. The Living Word just has such a power to bring my life into perspective.

    I hope that you will find peace in this situation and that "the trying of your faith {will work} patience" {in your life} and that your faith will become perfected/complete in the process (James 1:2,3).

    Your friend,
    Mandy

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  7. Sounds like you are dealing with lots, but I too will be praying for you! God is Faithful and ALWAYS causes us to triumph! Hang in there, God will see you through!

    Hugs!!

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  8. Sounds like you are dealing with lots, but I too will be praying for you! God is Faithful and ALWAYS causes us to triumph! Hang in there, God will see you through!

    Hugs!!

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  9. Thanks for sharing, it's encouraging to me when people share the 'realness' of their lives. I will be praying for you!

    "Let the beloved of the Lord rest secure in HIM, for HE shields her all day long, and the one the Lord loves rests between HIS shoulders".
    Duet. 33:12

    Blessings,
    Myrna

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  10. Whatever you are dealing with, it is always a comfort to know that you can turn to God. And please know that I love and care for you.

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  11. Oh girl! I was hoping things were better! You know I'm still thinking about you!
    tot

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  12. Don't lettum get ya down girl, we always survive in the worst of times
    and the best of times...be thinkin' of ya T.

    sharon

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  13. I've been a follower of your blog for years....no I don't have a blog :( shame on me. Anyway, I was sorry to read your going through one of life's trials. I'm glad you touched base today to let us know your hanging in there. All I can say is Life's tough. I tell myself all the unhappy times make me really relish the good times. This will pass. Your in my prayers and many others.

    Kathy

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  14. I am praying for you....Can I just say, I admire you on your outlook and keeping your faith alive, I find that amazing! Sending warmth and peace your way! Xoxoxo

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  15. You're not gonna loose me ... I just LOVE gettin' Texas style hugs from you!! One of these dyas I'll be back for more ; )

    Hang in there girl ... I'm going back to read your post again, a lot to pay attention to here!

    Love ya!
    xo
    Jill

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  16. I've been praying for you girl!
    You will make it thru this. I'm with Deb...Matt 6: 25-34...be like a bird.....
    hugs too many to count,
    Beth

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  17. T - you will not lose us because we are drawn to all of who you are - what we see and just what we sense. I sense your humanness and am excited to hear you standing with Christ through this time. We are weak, He is strong. We make mistakes and let others down. He keeps his promises and is totally and fully in love with us. You will not lose Him, either. You are his precious child. I'm glad to be another child playing right along with you. Thank you for sharing the real stuff.
    much love,
    Tracy

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  18. Hang in there, Theresa... Many of us are going through difficult times, even though we don't always share much in our blogs... We'll be here when you are ready! Sending you loving hugs!!
    Isabel

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  19. I love you.
    I just love you, that's all.
    If I can do anything for you, and I mean ANYTHING, you'd better call me, text me, whatever.

    You are in my life forever now, girl. That's just how it is.

    Praying for you!
    Anne

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  20. Here's a big {{HUG}} from me.

    God bless you,
    Teresa

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  21. I've had so many instances lately where that song "momma said there'd be days like this, there'd be days like this my momma said" keeps running through my head. Hope this is a better day for you. Jan

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  22. All I can say is when it gets tough, it must be part of your personal journey. The reason is never really clear at the present, but hopefully hindsight will help you figure it out. Debi

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  23. I have been using as my calming mantra... Be still and know that I am God. It has been and continues to be a great comfort me. I am continuing to pray for you.
    Just like Robelyn said... you can't lose me but I think she used all of the duct tape so I'm going to have to use my stash of seam binding!
    sending much much love... t. xoxooxo

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  24. Teresa- For myself, I don't think I can ever have too many reminders that I need to step back and look around the coin- that's a great analogy. And I can always use reminders that I'm not in charge of every situation, and sometime I do have to turn it over to a higher power.

    I don't know what you're going through, but I thank you for reminding me of what you've learned- and my thoughts and prayers are with you.

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  25. Your words have been a blessing to your followers for a long time. You have so many people praying for you. Time will help the healing. Let God carry you. Put it all in his hands. God Bless.

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  26. Dear T.
    Praying for peace and strength as you travel through this difficult time. Please know that you are loved...how could we ever leave you or your amazing blog!!
    xoxo
    Debbie

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  27. I think that these little shared revelations with us will be good for you. We are here to listen. Thinking of you and sending you strength!

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  28. T - we are all hurting with you! We all love you and hope and pray your burdens will be lifted. We had a "Firecracker" sermon at church this morning. I hope you will be "sparkling" again real soon. Much love, Susan & Andy

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  29. I am sorry to hear your sorrows continue.

    Holding you in my thoughts and prayers.
    Suzan

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  30. I LOVE this post!!! If you get a chance visit my Blog, ~Garden Adornments~ and my new Etsy shop ~Strolling Through Time~
    Have a great 4th!
    ~Aimee~
    www.AGardenToRemember.blogspot.com

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  31. I LOVE this post!!! If you get a chance visit my Blog, ~Garden Adornments~ and my new Etsy shop ~Strolling Through Time~
    Have a great 4th!
    ~Aimee~
    www.AGardenToRemember.blogspot.com

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  32. I am still praying for you T. It is so nice to hear from you again. God's word will be the right answer and comforter. God loves you and will heal you, in His own time.
    A big hug for you, sandi

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  33. none of us like to suffer or see others suffer...neither does our God. I trust that He and you together will work through whatever trial you are presently in. I know that HE will bring you out stronger in your faith but more importantly, closer to HIM; that is all HE cares about is our relationship with HIM. HE will take us/allow us to go through the craziest, strangest adventures, just to get us closer to HIM. And HE will bless you all along the journey. Micah 6:8

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  34. Glad to see you had posted again. Glad you are fighting your way back. Don't listen to the bad, just remember there is more good than not. Hope you to see your ole fiesty self soon and know you are missed and appeciated by so many of us!

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  35. (((((((Lots of HUGS for you)))))))

    You're in my prayers,
    Lana

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